Wednesday, July 29, 2009!
HandWritten on; 1:10 PM
I'M FINALLY HOME TODAY it feels fantastic waking up at 12pm having the whole house to yourself. today is actually kinda last day of holidays cause for the next following days i have rag -.- and next monday is 3aug already!! cant believe my 8months passed so fast. so today i actually want to do alot of things- blog/update my playlist/watch a substantial no. of episodes of gossip girls/figure out stuff about BIDDING and the pharmacy programme/watch tv/go down to lotone to buy a board to make smth for my cousin/eat/sleep/enjoy life.
i wonder how many of these will i actually be able to complete. so sadddd i used to be able to do them like every single day. rag is taking over my life, and i'll never do it if not for the fact i need to make some friends in pharm, and im glad its getting better as we become more familiar with the people. im not going to do it again next year or the next or the next. my holidayssss.
so next week is Oweek and lessons officially start on 11aug. i wonder how school's going to turn out, without my usual cluster of friends i used to be able to see around hwachong. now we're all in different faculties, if not, different campuses. and i really miss my girlfriends. will not trade my girlfriends for anything <3 in uni, things have become a tad more complicated. these days i'm quite overwhelmed with everything that's happening and things i need to do, i thank God for today when i can slow down my pace and hopefully, really contemplate about some serious matters. been talking to jiayi a few days over msn, saw helen at og dinner yesterday, all of us are so frigging tired. the ironic part is we haven even start school. i was thinking and a small part of me actually looks forward to starting of lessons cause then we'll all probably just focus on academics and stop thinking about other stuff which will seem insignificant.
people i wish to meet up with once again before sch starts/during first few weeks of sch:
-beloved dancers incl. LEE XIAN HUAN whom i haven seen in months (going to see them this sat, xh reply me quick!!)
-aviva warriors!! before stacy flies off for the states :(
-wanteng bunny anyi huiping zz
-p sch mates
-munyee
not exactly ALOT of people. but considering sch starts next monday-.- and my days are filled with rag and tuition. not exactly possible. sighhhh.
i think i'm weird in a way such that when people tends to become nicer to me i'll tend to back away. go awayyyy